Supernova :)

Nearly eight years ago, I met her. Long hair, tan, thick glasses, skinny… loquacious, bold, loud. She has loads of stories to tell. I didn’t quite like her the first time I met her. I felt like she wouldn’t do me any good. But after a few talks and snacks together, I got extremely attached to her.

She’s an all-in-one package…girlfriend, best friend, sister…mother. Given the 2-year age gap, and her being the younger one, she kind of helped me mould my being. very supportive, frank (in a good way), persistent, loving. But what I do love about her is what she makes me feel and what I am whenever she’s around. I’m too comfortable with her that I can practically do anything around her…be it crazy, silly, stupid stuff. I can cry hard, laugh out loud without worrying that I may be judged. She pretty much became a family to me. Distance was never a hindrance to our friendship. No matter how far we are from each other or how long it had been since the last time we’ve been together, once we see each other, it’s like we’ve never been away.

Not until today…eight years and I think I’m losing her. Or did I already? It’s the first summer (ever since we’ve been close) that we never did spend time together. It pains me a lot that this has to happen. But I think she’s happy with what she’s done with her life right now. Finally, she’s graduating. Another chapter in her life that, I think, does not include me in it. But I guess that’s just how things work.

She always say that “change” is the only constant thing in this world. I guess it really is. I just wish her the best. Congratulations! I love you and I miss you so much! :’)

I keep wondering why old folks contimnue to compare their generation with today’s generation when the truth is, you couldn’t really compare.

The Past and the Present are two different things…are extremely two different worlds. Comparing on to the other would rather be pointless than sensible. Each has its own breakthroughs, its own highlights. Why compare when we could just accept the differences and embrace the changes.

Change is the only constant thing in this world (besides God’s supreme goodness and love). Accepting change is never a bad thing…just as long as it is for the better. Certain changes may be inevitable, but being open to it and being able to adjust to it is do-able. It is always better to give yourself a time to change, a room to grow rather than confining yourself to the shadow of the past and what you ought to believe is right.

A positive attitude and a vivid outlook in life is what we need. No worries, no negative vibes. Why picture something negative to happen when we could just hope and work for the best. One saying goes, “Believe, and it will happen.”. 

So what do you think? BV or GV? I think I’d go for the latter. ;)

Natatae na ko sa kakaabang…

Kakaabang sa maaaring dumating.

Dumating na magsisilbing harang…

Harang sa kinabukasang haharapin.

Ano nga ba makukuha kong grado,

Sa subject na ito ni Desolo…

Ginawa ko lahat ng makakaya ko,

Bahala na bagsak man o pasado.

Ayun, 2.0 pala. :D

I’m scared….

that maybe tomorrow, you’ll find yourself waking up, feeling you don’t love me like you did yesterday…..

but I still hope, still believe…that everything will work out for the best. :’(

#Random Feeling